Beige

I am currently mellow, a neutral colour. I think beige is a good word for it.

It's a big improvement over terror, sadness, anguish and disappointment. My main worry, though, is that this condition will make me too lazy, too complacent. Maybe it's better for me to have something to feel strongly about.

I'm sure that the number of things I could find for the purpose of being worked up, though finite, is nevertheless greater than what one person could process in a lifetime. I will no doubt encounter one in due course.

Until then, I'm beige.